THIS WEEK HAS SUCKED! If you are looking for a happy post----move on to another blog because I am in a mood! Piper is sick, Steve is sick....I stayed home Monday from work to be home with her and stayed home today to recall the dr. and get some medicine and he said to wait it out a few more days....I hate when my family is sick....Piper hasn't been sleeping all night thru so I am tired too...then we are trying to get the pool ready to open and we turned on the outside faucet and we went outside for just a few and when we came back in the kitchen was flooded....the outside faucet has a leak and its a mess.....it ruined several of my books that were in a bookcase...and our pool liner was all jacked up when we took the cover off this year - we are getting a new one so we may not even get to swim until the first week of June when they replace the liner....us and Steve's family are getting calls from bill collectors for his EX-WIFE.... I have NEVER had a bill collector EVER call my house and NOW they are calling because of his EX-WIFE.... nice -thanks.....the guy was suppose to come today and put in the the new door.... he called and is sick too.... I thought that Corelle ware was unbreakable.... well, we found out different tonight..... we broke a plate...so we had that mess to clean up.....my house is messy.....full of shit but plus as I looked around today I saw cobwebs and just dust everywhere, dog hair..... the carpets need cleaned, the windows need cleaned....just need to clean....I wish I had a room to make a playroom for Piper.....her toys are everywhere in our living room..... Piper is kinda turning in to a pill at bedtime.....she won't lay still why you are trying to rock her and when I stick her in bed she cries.....I hope it is just because she hasn't been feeling well....I feel fat....I need new clothes and just dread looking for new clothes because I hate shopping when I feel this way......I want a new hairstyle but I have no idea what I want or need.....I really, really want to quit biting my fingernails....I can't.....I am 36 years old and I remember biting them since at least 5 (maybe before that too)....I read on the internet last night that something like only 3% of people that bite their nails are over 18....I guess I am in the 3% of those goofballs.....I want more time for everything.....I want more energy too....I feel like I don't have enough time and what time I have I often waste(hence a good book)....we don't get to see Ashley and Riley at ALL this week...I forgot Earth Hour on Saturday...... I had the best intention and just plain spaced it...I wish our weather would break.....I need to feel the warmth and see the sunshine everyday.....I need to kick the Pepsi habit again.....Just like biting my fingernails and being fat - I don't do very well with willpower......I need to quit eating out lunch everyday....again with the willpower.....

Ok enough complaining! (or whining some of you may feel) As you can read above it hasn't been the best week at our house....it could always, always be worse.